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Instead of complaining about not being able to find a good guy to be my boyfriend, I'm going to ponder all the reasons why I just suck at relationships in general.

1. I hate too much attention
2. I generally prefer a girls night out to a boyfriend night in
3. I think when people say "thank you" over and over its really annoying, so I probably don't say it enough, and come off being really unappreciative.
4. School comes first
5. Outwest Steakhouse consumes a large chunk of my time. Ribeyes over boys. Not by choice.
6. I always think good guys are too good to be true and try my best to find flaws in them
7. I have a problem when a guy spends a lootttt of money on me. It makes me feel uncomfortable!



This is why I have decided:
a. I should not even try to indulge myself in a relationship at this time, and...

b. even if I do, it should be a long distance one. Thats right, I said those two words that aren't ever positively referred to when talking about a relationship. I do well with long distance. Less commitment, because lets face it, how serious can you get living far away?! And whenever I do see them, its always special and time spent well.


There. I like ranting to myself sometimes.
fuck!